By SteveMile 41. On the side of the trail, about 30 yards away stood the Buffalo. His head was down (helping with my anxiety of being less than 100 feet from the sucker), in the standard Buffalo position. My feet and hamstrings were at a level of pain that was by no means comfortable, and playing through my headphones was a series of motivational montages from the likes of Eric Thomas and Les Brown. In the middle of one of the quotes came the phrase, "... willing to endure the pain...." My mind suddenly locked on that phrase.
Ultra running is an endurance sport, but in my mind I've always associated the word endurance with my workouts, which are usually about how long I can "red-line" it. Things like climbing Mt. Olympus in under 90 minutes. Or how fast I can make the round trip to Ben Lomond peak. But on this Buffalo race, it became clear that what I needed to endure was not in my lungs. It was not in my muscles. Those things actually felt pretty good. What about my mood? I was actually in a really good mood! Even joking with anyone that got close enough to me. What I needed to endure was the pain. How long can I endure this dull aching pain in my feet and legs?
For the first 24 miles of the race my whole body felt great. I took a great effort to keep myself from pushing too hard, and forcing myself to take short walks now and then to keep my muscles in a dynamic flux to avoid burnout in any one area. But just about the time when I started on the long southward stretch on the east side of the island, the pain began to creep in. My energy came and went along that 20 mile out and back stretch, but the pain remained constant. At one point, I hit an energy low and had to walk for almost 3/4 of a mile, but after some hi-chews and a little coke, the energy came back. But the pain was still there.
Having now run three 100ks, two 50 milers, and quite a few 50ks, I've come to know that the pain I was experiencing would quickly fade as soon as the race was over, but not until then. But for now, in this moment at mile 41, the dull, aching pain was the companion I'd take with me the rest of the race. I buckled down, determined to keep a 12 minute mile pace. If I needed to walk for a minute, that would be fine, but then I'd force myself to start slowly and start building speed again until I reached the 11.5 to 12 min/mile pace again.
After a brief stop at the final aid station, I began the rolling rock run around the north end of the island. This turned out to be my favorite section of trail for the whole day. Even though I was still in pain, and moving with an awkward gait, I really enjoyed jumping and weaving between the boulders. As I rounded the final corner, the pain finally faded from my mind as I saw the finish line ahead, I knew I had crushed my ten hour goal for the day. I knew I had endured the pain and seen it through, and then, just like that, the race went from a contemplative, growing experience to a somewhat humorous situation.
I called my wife. I had miscalculated the mileage. Standing here, about 2 miles from the finish, I knew I was going to finish around 9:30:00. See, my Endomondo tracking app tends to run about one mile fast for every 25 miles on trail runs. But because of the straightness of most of the course, my endomondo was surprisingly right on track. Between that and me "mis-remembering" the mileage of the aid stations as marked on the course map, my wife wasn't expecting me cross the finish line for another 25 minutes or so, and wasn't there yet with my children to watch me cross.
So, despite crushing my goals for the day and learning something about myself and endurance, I decided to walk the last 2 miles in order to allow her to get there. I even stopped at the bathroom a half mile from the finish, just because I had the time.
Official results:
time: 9:39:59
Overall place: 35/135
Male place: 31/91
Men 30-39 place: 12/19
Unofficially, based on the times of the people who passed me along those last two miles, had I finished strong, I would probably have ended just under 9:30:00.
Putting this whole race in context, I feel extremely good about this. Only 8 weeks ago was my first run after being completely side-lined for 5 weeks with health issues. I came back from square one to smashing my goal for this race. Next up... a sub 90 minute Olympus summit.


